"Nothing makes sense, so I won't think about it."
Posted 07-25-2008 at 10:51 AM by Bakithi
I told you guys I'd write a blog, so let me take a shot at this. By the way, I'm going to be making blogs about current events in my life, things on my mind, and things about what I like. So, let's kick it off. I hope you enjoy it. =]
Well, as the title, says, sometimes, I have a hard time understanding things. Sometimes, I just wanna give up, y'know? Sometimes, I just want to stop trying. I just wish I could relax, and do what I want to do. But, as my Mom says, "we have to do what we have to do, so we can do what we want to do". Sad, but true. Now, I'm not lazy, but many people fail to understand how hard it is to be young in America. Hell, it's just hard to be in America, and that's coming from a simple 13 year old. I mean, it's just...y'know...the pure pressure of it all. Sometimes, I break. Homework, friends, discovering love and affection, actually discovering my own identity... hell, I like to think of it all as a burning, horrific 20 car pile up. That's why I love Summer so much, basically. I get to do what I want to do, and be who I wanna be. Y'see, I don't see anyone from school for the whole Summer most of the time. I shut myself out, so I can have time to rest, forget, and grow. I love it this way, but guess what, the ugly monster named school is rearing it's ugly head again. This year, I promised myself I'd look more into relationships with girls, since last year's total and utter failure, and I'd finally start to calm down and look at things clearly. I promise myself that I'll pull up my grades this year, and focus on everything seperately, and not let it all get compacted. But, y'know, it's bound to happen at times, but trust me, I'll try my best. But, you know, that means less time on the computer. I'm hoping to get a laptop this year, that'd help. My old one was a piece of crap that got a virus. I used to worship that thing, but now, it's poopy. I just want a nice, tech-like laptop. I really want an AlienWare laptop, but I'm not sure I can get one. A friend tells me they're hella expensive...but meh, I'll handle. I just don't want Vista. Haha.
So, if you liked my blog, drop a comment. Thanks for readin'.
'Til next time,
-Bakithi. =]
Well, as the title, says, sometimes, I have a hard time understanding things. Sometimes, I just wanna give up, y'know? Sometimes, I just want to stop trying. I just wish I could relax, and do what I want to do. But, as my Mom says, "we have to do what we have to do, so we can do what we want to do". Sad, but true. Now, I'm not lazy, but many people fail to understand how hard it is to be young in America. Hell, it's just hard to be in America, and that's coming from a simple 13 year old. I mean, it's just...y'know...the pure pressure of it all. Sometimes, I break. Homework, friends, discovering love and affection, actually discovering my own identity... hell, I like to think of it all as a burning, horrific 20 car pile up. That's why I love Summer so much, basically. I get to do what I want to do, and be who I wanna be. Y'see, I don't see anyone from school for the whole Summer most of the time. I shut myself out, so I can have time to rest, forget, and grow. I love it this way, but guess what, the ugly monster named school is rearing it's ugly head again. This year, I promised myself I'd look more into relationships with girls, since last year's total and utter failure, and I'd finally start to calm down and look at things clearly. I promise myself that I'll pull up my grades this year, and focus on everything seperately, and not let it all get compacted. But, y'know, it's bound to happen at times, but trust me, I'll try my best. But, you know, that means less time on the computer. I'm hoping to get a laptop this year, that'd help. My old one was a piece of crap that got a virus. I used to worship that thing, but now, it's poopy. I just want a nice, tech-like laptop. I really want an AlienWare laptop, but I'm not sure I can get one. A friend tells me they're hella expensive...but meh, I'll handle. I just don't want Vista. Haha.
So, if you liked my blog, drop a comment. Thanks for readin'.
'Til next time,
-Bakithi. =]
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