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Posted 2 Weeks Ago at 01:07 AM by iSuckAtMK
I haven't made a post in my blog for a long time. Usually I make posts often but I stopped... I don't know why.
I haven't been feeling like myself lately. I haven't been doing the things I usually do everyday. Computer, DS, Pen Spinning, Parkour, etc. School is taking time away from everything I do. I don't get to do the things that keep me sane anymore.
I feel like I'm falling apart little by little. I've noticed that I stutter sometimes while speaking. Actually this has been happening often. Also whenever I'm writing, I miss a letter or number some where in a word or equation. In German, I miss a letter in the middle or at the end of a word. And in math, I sometimes write down a number that is completely uninvolved in the equation. Also I forget to add in a "-" sign here and there.
I've also been really careless lately. I don't care about my grades, I don't care about my work, I don't care about my family, I don't care about the people in school, I don't care whether I have a crush or not, I don't care if all of my privileges get taken away, I don't even care if I die whether it's today, tomorrow, or any other day.
I think I just need to sympathize with someone and have a crush. Usually when I like someone I'm motivated and feel like I have a reason to live. I think that's also what keeps me sane.
I don't know what's happening to me. I need to go back to my original self before I go nuts... =/
I haven't been feeling like myself lately. I haven't been doing the things I usually do everyday. Computer, DS, Pen Spinning, Parkour, etc. School is taking time away from everything I do. I don't get to do the things that keep me sane anymore.
I feel like I'm falling apart little by little. I've noticed that I stutter sometimes while speaking. Actually this has been happening often. Also whenever I'm writing, I miss a letter or number some where in a word or equation. In German, I miss a letter in the middle or at the end of a word. And in math, I sometimes write down a number that is completely uninvolved in the equation. Also I forget to add in a "-" sign here and there.
I've also been really careless lately. I don't care about my grades, I don't care about my work, I don't care about my family, I don't care about the people in school, I don't care whether I have a crush or not, I don't care if all of my privileges get taken away, I don't even care if I die whether it's today, tomorrow, or any other day.
I think I just need to sympathize with someone and have a crush. Usually when I like someone I'm motivated and feel like I have a reason to live. I think that's also what keeps me sane.
I don't know what's happening to me. I need to go back to my original self before I go nuts... =/
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