im feelin deep pt.2

is there life after death and if so is it hevn or *hell*. To me death is just like closing your eyes and when you open then next time has passed and memories have faded. Memories of you once were all gone, that is death to me realizing that your a different you with different memories and a different life. I guess thats why people try their hardest to make their name known in history so that they feel they exitsed. For all i know i could've all ready done this and im just reliving life in that quick in that it flashes before you as a final testament to yourself. I mean i might not exist neither this world, heres an ex: "A butterfly fluttered freely to sky unrestrained by anything it looked towards the sun with great pleasure and kept flying. It rested on a leaf and closed its eyes. When those eyes opened a small boy arose from bed and called his mother and told her what he saw, he turned and saw a butterfly sitting on his windowsil and asked 'Am i a boy who dreamt of a butterfly or a butterfly who is dreaming of a boy?'"
Reality, and dream both words used to describe our world but both have no true meaning, who's to say what is real and what is fake. "The brain is fooled by what the eye perceives" Anyway my thoughts on life isnt to follow the rules because if you think about humans are naturaly greedy, envious, and ignorant. Ive been working on a saying to back this so here goes "When 'man' saw a bird fly untied to earth 'he' grew jelous and stole birds wings. When 'man' saw a dog run fast and freely 'he' grew jelous and made the dog his servant. When 'man' sees 'god' he will grow jelous of 'his' power and chase after it and for that 'man' will be punised(Armageddon or Rapture). After being punished, 'man' will tell his 'son' to not repeat 'his' mistake. Soon 'son' will saw a bird and grew jelous." It means no matter what happens humankind will never learn from our mistakes as history has shown. The brain,whether human or beast, is a beautiful and dangerous thing and this is why other emotions were given as decoys to stop us from opening that box. So... will you open yours and save or destroy us all?