Christ

what do you do when you lose one of the best friends that you have ever had? should i just forget about everything and move on? what if i don't want to move on anymore. what if by losing this friend, i also lost the only thing i wanted to do in this life? since my purpose is gone, should i be gone too?

maybe i should try to fix my former friendship. i don't think the other party would care if i tried to mend what is already broken. maybe if i apologized for the things i said in anger?...