ShashiJapan4

Well, some of you may have noticed that I'm not posting as much as I used to. Sorry about that but life is gettin' at me. I've been to jail twice in the last three months and I've had a lot of debt to pay off. Mom and dad recently divorced, so that's something else that's going on, along with the fact that I'm about to head to college.

Yep. I'm heading back with a plan this time. I'm wanting to shoot for a PhD in Biochemistry with two post graduate degrees in Psychology and Pharmacology....

Awwwww, hell. I've come to the sad, sad conclusion that I want to go to an anime cosplay convention. I hate the anime subculture so much but I actually enjoy certain anime. I'm no Otaku or anything, I just happen to like some of the shows. It'd certainly be an interesting experience.

Plus, I love pale, nerdy chicks. God knows how many are going to be there. Hopefully enough that I might be able to score a cute one. I'm thinking that if it ends up getting boring, I can take some precautions...

I feel the insatiable desire to explain why I do these substances. I've been here for over a year, I've had a complete flip-flop in my opinion of drugs, and I've become a more optimistic human being. Truly, I think I need an explanation for all you kids because, I assume, it looks like I'm doing it all for the thrills. Given, the thrills are a nice plus; however that's not what it's all about. There's a bit more to my personal drug use than just some burned-out junkie. I do research(obviously) anything...

I'm about to tell you what happened to me yesterday evening. I'll start out with a bit of a preface with a bit of my previous experiences with psychedelics to show you how it compares to other substances. You'll be quite amazed at how powerful this plant truly is. It's extremely intense.

Now, to get on with it, I'm slightly experienced with psychedelics. I started out with Salvia, actually, but I never obtained a "Breakthrough" experience. An experience that catapults you...

Good lord, I'm feeling tired and slightly depressed today. It's not the normal depression; as if I were actually sad. I'm feeling like I don't want to do anything or have anything to do with other people. It's that subtle depression that keeps me from getting close to other people and having good fun. Usually, I'm not like this. It kind of reminds me of when I was in school. Been a good few months since I've felt like this. I guess it's kind of a remainder of those old days, back when I would spend...