HeathWhoHathNo

Well, as most of you know, ive been getting high for the past three days to cover up a lot of pain. Thanks to those of you whove understood, and shame on those whove asked me for some of my stuff lol.

Anyway, i was starting to get tired of waking up in a cold sweat and panicing for my joint and pills ect. So, im done, yep, i am done getting high for now. If you wana party though drop me a line ;P

Heres for the best with me and Tori?

And as always thanks to...

Really, get over it. No one is ever really "happy." Life sucks, and theres no one you can really trust.

Emotions? Laughable weaknesses that you would do well to overcome.

Love? There is no such thing, just "circumstantial profit."

Sanity? Not even close... All you damn people are crazy, the sane people are locked up and labeled as "unethical."

Now, "Happiness" that is the biggest joke of all... There is...

its meant to be hard, your meant to be thrown off a cliff strapped to an anvil to see if you live when you hit the bottom of the canyon; and your meant to have extreme downs and ups, but whats not meant to be is for you to be be an ignorant mindless sheep when you hit the bottom, your meant to think just like when your on the top

and you never know which way the day will go so always think on a higher plane and never accept what others say is truth with out being 100% sure yourself...

i slit my wrists a few hours ago
and as i lay there
feeling the warmth escape my body
the blood running from my veins
to my skin, and pooling there
on the floor below me
i noticed something subtle
the blood became ice
long before it splashed the floor
was my blood that cold before it left me?
was my blood ever warm?
thus prompting more questions...
was anything ive done these past years
worth anything at all
did...

people change really fast, if you think about it, its just really weird... odd how people can be your best friend in the world at one second... then the very next second your so alone in the world you couldnt even fill up on whiskey n' smoke.... its times like this i wish i didnt have to pawn my harmonica.... ah, we need more southerners with values in this day and age....

what happened to the "Up an 'Atm" spirit?
back in the day when the US first landed on the moon,...