HeathWhoHathNo

its meant to be hard, your meant to be thrown off a cliff strapped to an anvil to see if you live when you hit the bottom of the canyon; and your meant to have extreme downs and ups, but whats not meant to be is for you to be be an ignorant mindless sheep when you hit the bottom, your meant to think just like when your on the top

and you never know which way the day will go so always think on a higher plane and never accept what others say is truth with out being 100% sure yourself...

i slit my wrists a few hours ago
and as i lay there
feeling the warmth escape my body
the blood running from my veins
to my skin, and pooling there
on the floor below me
i noticed something subtle
the blood became ice
long before it splashed the floor
was my blood that cold before it left me?
was my blood ever warm?
thus prompting more questions...
was anything ive done these past years
worth anything at all
did...

people change really fast, if you think about it, its just really weird... odd how people can be your best friend in the world at one second... then the very next second your so alone in the world you couldnt even fill up on whiskey n' smoke.... its times like this i wish i didnt have to pawn my harmonica.... ah, we need more southerners with values in this day and age....

what happened to the "Up an 'Atm" spirit?
back in the day when the US first landed on the moon,...

good things to happen to me before school started--
1)
2)got strep throat some how (in summer xP)
3)making at least 10$/hour
4)truck isnt broken
5)got easy classes

bad things to happen before school started--
1)
2)got a shot (not the one in the arm x.x;; but eh, its a friggn gel what do you expect XD)
3)only work for 2 hours at 4 days a week
4)radiator over flow jug has a crack in it
5)i have PE -_-;; (principal just handed...

FAIL