Devin

hey guys im getting really really busy
i have a concert tonight
im traveling around a lot
currently in north carolina
a lot is going on in my life right now
as most of you know im getting busy
ill miss you guys while im gone

right now i dont know anything about anything
i may have destroyed my life
i feel like junk...and i dont know wut to do
there was only one person i thought that could make me feel better...
i ruined that to
the past 2 months ive been turning into someone
changing and i dont know who ill become
all im going to be doing for a while is sleep
why am i doing this to myself...?
it hurts to much...

no worries guys
i still feel weak and sore but im out of the hospital
im not sure if ill have to go back in or not
but right now im really tired
i dont really know wut else to put
i was so happy to talk to eves today<3
i missed her so much
well ye thats basically all
aight guys
goodnight
Love you eves baby<3

im getting taken to the hospital
turns out the accident might have been worse then i expected
i cant even walk now
im not sure when the next time ill be on
but ill try real hard to see you guys
this is going to be hard for me
considering that i dont know if ill get to talk to the love of my life...
baby i really hope everythings going good
ill be thinking about you all the time
i love you so much eves...
miss you so much baby...

the more i think about her
the more i realize
she is amazing
the most beautiful, funny, nice, exciting, caring, gentle, loving, helpful, respectful, amazing, greatful,sexiest girl ive ever met before...
the more i think about her the more i see how much i love her
with her with me everything is good
with her with me nothing can go wrong
she is the angel in my life
i never knew i would find anyone like her
but now i have
now i...